頗不幸的一天，出街忘記帶鎖匙，連帶入夜後的同學聚會也遲到了，幾經轉拆後才找到他們所在。同學是小學的同學，真是隔了好多年之後的重聚，去前早就該有多點考慮才是，現在就覺得現眼報。這些人當然不同了很多，情懷就更加不再。千萬不要說這是以貌取人，而是觀人神色臉相，真是能看出那人一直在過甚麼生活：是努力追求精緻、還是讓庸俗餵養自己。
揭破一切有甚麼益處呢，現在可求仁得仁了。歲月就算不催人老，情懷美好都始終留不住。
舊同學中，男生還好一點。始終跟當中一兩個有點聯絡，這些說話還算有點sense。觀人神色臉相，真是能看出那人一直在過甚麼生活：是努力追求精緻、還是讓庸俗餵養自己。女生就差點，真是難為了看倌。跟她們再深仇大恨，都不會叫她們穿那些穿服、化這樣的妝。嚇壞了大爺。
其中只有C是一個例外。記得其人，純粹因為她頗有姿色。姿色是可以驗證的，畢竟我們的審美觀是很單一的，在街上走時總有三幾男生群蟻附羶般在其身邊團轉轉，就知道。吃完了極度物非所值的韓燒之後，C提議去西貢吃糖水。我問為甚麼要由旺角走到西貢，大老遠的吃糖水。她倒是個人物，很老實地答：「我只是想去西貢找我的朋友。」後來真有一群男生支持去西貢，而不是大家都方便的大圍。
我也提過好不好去大圍？C並沒表露甚麼，但應該明白我的意思，她便說好，去大圍。幾個男生都唯一個小女生馬首是瞻。我們去坐火車，他們坐了上一班火車走了，因我等另一個男生，錯過了這班火車。我跟他坐接著的一班火車，途中他電話就響，聽過之後他便說：「他們真的跑去西貢。」我便笑，嘴裡笑心也笑。我跟那個男生最後決定在大圍各散東西，不跟他們去瘋。
誰說貌美不佔這個世界便宜。一個貌美的女生加上幾個笨頭笨腦的男生，情況就頂滑稽。同行那個男生在車上說：「你猜到了西貢，C還會跟他們坐、跟他們聊天嗎？」真是英雄所見略同，真辛苦了他們，跑到老遠當人家的觀音兵。
其實現在想想，也沒甚麼。青春這東西，現在不用盡，還待何時。況且有人願打，又總有人願挨。C其實連小聰明也沒有用過一點，那幾個男生就迅速陣亡。我也不想這樣刻薄地看這件事，但沒法子。已有好久沒看過這樣好笑的事。問題是，去而無所得，值得跟去？跑到老遠去給他人送嫁，何苦。
別人跑到老遠，僻街陋巷地去跟你單獨約會，就不同講法。
Lately, I talked with a new friend named Cheery, I told her many things thats I haven’t told anyone in these lately days. It’s strange, just like an old man, and reveals his story to a child, or shares the secret with a stranger. I am still struggling, and living with difficulty every day. And i don’t know when the day is, the day i cant endure it anymore and give up to fight The Devil Who Is Dressed In Blue.
Simultaneously, I feel tired of many things. Things I see in the street or watch or listen in this world everyday. The relationship, the living, the sentiment. Sometimes the feeling get strange, as if you stand in a beach alone, and every one is in another beach elsewhere. I feel tired to write in Chinese, my mother language.Though I have the great skill, but lately I seldom to write in Chinese and I don’t know the reason.
Perhaps I am just feel tired, for many things, and disappointed by them. But I am not “unhappy”. Conversely I guess i become more sociable, and the grotesquely self - confident always take over me when I stay with those earthlings. Of cause I don’t hate them, I don’t hate people only due to their stupidity, its not fair to them. But I don’t want to spend too much time on them. Just HI AND BYE is enough. Life is too short, I only want to communicate with those talented and pretty person. Is that too arrogant? No, I always think that I am being too kind to others.
