身體疾病
新版面，以及一些雜記
On 16, Oct 2011 | No Comments | In 日常 | By admin
是咁的。如你所見，這是本網易名無待堂之後的首個新版本。這個掛版的目的是將焦點放回我的小說上，其次才是博文。這種profolio的排版在歐美十分流行，通常是視覺藝術家或網站設計師用來做showcase，我則是放文字。各部小說的留言由於都在disqus裡，無法轉移，只能手動抄到新的頁面去。留言都在，但留言時間就不用管了。
What does Depression look like
On 05, Sep 2011 | No Comments | In 日常, 隨拍 | By admin
nothing can be spited out
生病
On 28, Aug 2011 | 17 Comments | In 日常 | By admin
生病的時候，我時常幾天不洗澡、不刷牙、不換衣服，待得身體牙齒都發臭。到要上街了，才去梳洗，像個平常的樣子。我食慾不振、幾年都沒睡過好覺，憂鬱得嚴重的時候，心悸頭痛隨著出現。病症是冰冷的，沒有一點同情心，所以我也橫眉冷待之。日常的事情我能做的也會努力的做（像讀書考試），我不讓自己活得太過頹廢。但我不知道這樣能支撐多久。
生死幽明
On 26, Aug 2011 | 18 Comments | In 日常 | By admin
May be the last post
On 24, Jul 2011 | 22 Comments | In 日常 | By admin
I feel that I was a old man. I feel that my power is been taking away. I am way to early to become this old and weak, its like I have no desire to do anything. I am totally desperate and hopeless. Read more…
晚睡
On 31, May 2011 | 9 Comments | In 作詩 | By admin
晚睡的人
像一群彌留的刺蝟
佇立在夜街頭
電腦前，被窩裡，酒杯的倒影上
忙碌地彌留
捨不得結束今天
懼怕明日的朝陽
晚睡的人
一群拜月的信徒
教堂就在心裡
長街的晚風
吹得憂鬱而疲憊
雜念
On 25, Apr 2011 | 5 Comments | In 日常 | By admin
焦慮完了，便到憂鬱。情況十分嚴重。
我正在寫一部中篇的小說。這是我鬱積計劃了幾個月來的一篇。 Read more…
願作野鶴遊
On 07, Feb 2011 | One Comment | In 日常 | By admin
不知不覺，又長了一歲。正日生日剛好落在大年初一。除了利是錢，我討厭新年，側目於故作高興、鋪張浪費的習俗。特別是焦慮和憂鬱如影隨形，見著大紅大綠就更沒有心情。 Read more…
I know a girl
On 22, Jan 2011 | One Comment | In 日常 | By admin
* no prof-reading
As you know, I have always been struggling with myself. The condition becomes more and more serious reflecting on the disorder of the stomach. It is definitely caused by pressure and anxiety. Honestly I have always been a arrogant person, I am proud of myself. Therefore, there is where the high self-expectation and pressure come from. Without doubt, sensitive people suffer a lot more than anybody. Your heart get hurt a lot more and difficult to be healed. Time flies, your soul become spiritually heavily and the low never go. A kind of people always keep their mind flesh. The more they become cleverer, the more they suffer.
I know a girl who are just two years older than me. She is very tough, at least in my view. She seems live her life with great effort all the time. I feel that I sucks in front of this girl. I am emotionally weak, worst than anybody I know. She said she is weak too, always. She is the toughest one I have ever met, who live in America working and studying by her own.
We did meet few times and we talked, which were very memorable I found. Sometimes you could recognize a person who will be deeply known by just a little conversation. Someone you know, who will not always be with you but know you a lot and hold a part of your soul. Every time I lost in shadows of melancholy, I think of her. I desire her toughness and the way she lives.
Previously
On 14, Oct 2010 | No Comments | In 日常 | By admin
Novel I have done previously somehow recorded my hard time. i did that when experiencing a relationship-crisis though the story is not related to anything personal. Read more…
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