Terrible July

I was in a terrible nightmare in July. I am sure that there is nothing troubling me in reality. Sometimes things just happen and it’s the way it is. I have been trying to stop taking the pill that i have been taking. I frequently tried and I failed every time. The pill undoubtedly helps me to live with the mental sickness, but it feels bad on the other hand. I hate to be controlled by something or somebody, even the pill does help me a lot, makes me live like a perfectly healthy guy. The side effect is hard which i will never tell you how bad it is. The reason why I was in the nightmare is I have stopped taking the pill for a month. The action makes me cannot sleep well and feeling faint. I hate to be tired all day long. The war between pills and my willpower is still on the fire, probably it will last for good.

The newest novel once was also my second nightmare. Fortunately it’s been done. Lately I teed to write short novels because it’s smaller burden to my health, moreover I have no leisure a novelist should have.

This one is a long-length one. The longest writting progress almost drived me mad. The story background, again, is set on ancient china, the Tang Dynasty. I admit that I have heavily influenced by historic stuff lately. Sometimes re-visiting your mother culture is worth doing. It gives me uncountable new thoughts. The newest novel is about to be updated. I promise that my novels are definitely better than my blog posts.

image taken by me and sorry for the grammatical mistakes i haven’t noticed.

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