The inner transition

i havent been writing my dairy for a long time, and the reason is that now I seldom put focus on myself. Its quiet difficult to describe my physical new life and the inner transition which happened without a sound and a scent of smell. I discovered that I can be a normal and unemotional guy on the street, in the restaurant, and even the place i hate the most, and the most incredible and unimaginable change is I am quiet hard-working to do what I am supposed to do in this state. Yes, people do different things in different states, even they are not really satisfied.

Perhaps the truth is there is no fully satisfying living state under the Heaven; unfortunately I dont believe that there is a Heaven upon us at the same time.

Besides, I am quiet concentrate on my intellect now by not taking any pills to control myself to be conscious. I have slept well and woke up so early this week, hopefully it can last forever. It sounds and seems like a complete different guy as you see, but this is strange and perplexing to me as well. However, for the people outside I became a healthy person and living a “good” and ordinary life. That’s good, then the World is finally rest in peace now.

Also I have been learning some English language lately, as people see i am not good at it. The fact is I never work hard on this language until growing up. Hence I should learn more and write more, just like this article you see now and hopefully I can quickly use it to write other subjects on my blog such as political issues, which i usually write in the last year.

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