Amen

I am not feeling as hard as previous weeks these days, yet it’s strange and freakish to me spiritually. Though I keep working and moving, my life is still as the water, as the mirror. The outside world always confuses me, and uncountable notions and memory running through my mind on and off.

I still keep an eye on the world news, and reading as I can. Tang Junyi（唐君毅）, an important Confucianism philosopher in contemporary Chinese history, talks about pain, moral and human life. His work is difficult to understand due to the classical writing style, like the literary language used in ancient China. Thus when people read, it’s uneasy to catch the point behind his words. I am not pro-Confucianist for certain, and don’t buy the preach coz I don’t think that the Confucian theory can either improve the modern world or elevate our mind. It fails to bring us a better real world and gives us peaceful mind.

Consequently the conventional Confucian philosophy is fading while people like Tang are growing more and more, however Tang is actually dead long time ago……Wait, I will stop talking about these, and back to myself more.

Last weekend I met an old classmate of mine and it seems that I realized many things afterwards. We talked about those old days and after this talk, I realized more things than I thought. Many people are important in my life both in a good and bad way. Their unpredictable leaving always pulled me down, and sometimes I feel as strange as standing in a single island, and the depressed emotion tortures me in many nights. Nevertheless, I suddenly feel better after seeing my old classmate. I lost weight and it’s quite mysterious and difficult to explain, but I’m pretty sure that most people know what it feels like. Eventually I am not gonna say I fully recover, but at least the pathway of wind changes, and hopefully it’s changed in a good way, Amen.

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