So upset for the iPlan from 3hk, it makes me giveup to own a iPhone, of course I am await iPhone for long time, but the price of 3hk iPhone is sucks indeed, although i am a apple fans, but not die hard , especially infront of this god damned price. Naturally its the bussiness, we should realise that $199.US is just a gimmick.

But the vacation is start. Few days ago I got sick for no reason seems, felt extremely faint all the time. And the situation continued 3 or 4 days, finally i went to see a doctor at a night, then he told me that my fainy feeling is due to 耳水不平衡, and it is due to the pressure, he said. I know what these “pressure” come from of course, i heard many bad news from my ex-beloveds, and I didn’t felt confused or depress, really, I thought I don’t care anymore , but the THINGS still exist in my heart and brain, and caused this accident. After a treament I am fully recovered, physcially. I guess.

The girl acompany me when I was sick, seems she loves me. Yesterday we were wandering in the street after the meal, holding each other’s hand and looks like a couple of lovers, very ordinary, and I didn’t feel any uncomfortable. Its strange for me. She is a ordinary girl also, and she give me a ordinary life, maybe thats what i need in this state. She is very different that compare with others, those girls who I trapped previously, all are special persons, very uncommon and I could communicate with them very deeply, they are my soulmate. But this one is not my soulmate, however she makes me relax and pressureless really. That kind of daily life is a new experience and experiment for me.

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