I have to admit it, i have nothing to do on this shinning Sunday. Although I hate it, but it just a opportunity to practice how to be alone with myself. Its strange, i can be alone with myself very naturally few years ago. And what’s going on with me this lately days. Maybe it due to the explosion of loneliness. Loneliness? It sounds like a really bullshit from a children.

And its not the most important things. My doctor said that I have to stay away from this kind of relationship, it effect my emotion very obviously. And I know that of course, as a druggie always know that he should stay away from drugs. Everybody know that what is bad for us without doubt. But unforturnately common mortal just like me wont chose to be distant from what they lust for, even it suffering us or generate the destruction at the end.

For make myself busy , i wandering on streets to take some snaphotos, and its a shinning day. The sky is burning, everything in the street is luminous except my heart. Its a really good and sarcasm weather.